Monday, October 5, 2009

There is something wrong with this world.

I went to check our account today and found that it was alot lower than I thought it should be. I was thinking, how could we spend that much money this weekend?! Well, we didn't. Some person in washington stole Dan's card number and paid their $311 phone bill along with some other expensive restraunts! The bank told me I would get the money back after it posts, but it's still frustrating. The guy said that they take the loss and don't prosecute, but I don't want whoever did this to do it to someone else. They said I could take it to the police and they would take care of that so as soon as it posts this guy gonna know he shouldn't steal. I feel like it's my duty to report it. I mean, how many other people have they done this to and how many more people will be stolen from. We were just lucky that we just got payed otherwise we would have been in alot of trouble financially. I can't imagine how hard it would have been on the average person. there is just something wrong with this world.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Missing my Cela

A piece of my heart is missing. One of my best friends passed away almost a week ago. I loved her so much. I just wish that I would have been there in the hospital with her to say goodbye. I've been thinking about her alot. Crying and laughing through every memory. She was my Cela. I miss dancing with her and just being goofy. One time when were in JFK airport I was dancing and singing to her. She loved Moulin Rouge so we were singing the all you need is love song and dancing in the middle of the terminal. She was so embarrassed, but we both had fun. She was such a wonderful person.
I found one of her letters the other day. I'm so glad I keep stuff like that. In the letter she was talking about how she had finally been given eye drops to releave the redness and swelling she was having. afterwards she told me how God is so awesome and how she thought that God was just testing her faith with every challenge. Then she went on to talk about how woderful Gods love is. She had so much faith and love.
In high school I felt so alone in my faith. None of the people in the youth were ever really happy to see me, but Cela was there smiling and saving a seat for me every week. I looked up to her so much, she was such a blessing in my life.
I know she is with Jesus, but I still can't help missing her. I'll always remember what a beautiful person she was and I look forward to seeing her again someday.